Thanks for this, friend! Deeply appreciated, indeed since last week's Failure comment has been pinging around my head like a bowling ball in a pinball machine. Gonna sit with that one again, but in this moment I want to respond to the invitation you gave, to share a thought here & let it be seen, felt, heard. Here is what I been hearing over & over: "Nothing I do makes a bit of difference." Gahhh. Yep. Sometimes I be with that by saying, ah kay yeah I hear your opinion... can you tell me about that while I do these dishes and watch the actual enactment of shit I do make a visible palpable difference? Thanks. (I know that's fightin energy a bit... but I been a little testy with this voice, it says that shit multiple times an hour, sometimes gets its mean-ass lawyers with the records & charts involved... So sometimes I gotta watch myself make a literal difference in order to have any tolerance to hear that shit at all.) Definitely welcoming your brilliance & wisdom on this angle. Thank you for these videos & the big generous (great) work! Solidarity 💖
Thanks for this, friend! Deeply appreciated, indeed since last week's Failure comment has been pinging around my head like a bowling ball in a pinball machine. Gonna sit with that one again, but in this moment I want to respond to the invitation you gave, to share a thought here & let it be seen, felt, heard. Here is what I been hearing over & over: "Nothing I do makes a bit of difference." Gahhh. Yep. Sometimes I be with that by saying, ah kay yeah I hear your opinion... can you tell me about that while I do these dishes and watch the actual enactment of shit I do make a visible palpable difference? Thanks. (I know that's fightin energy a bit... but I been a little testy with this voice, it says that shit multiple times an hour, sometimes gets its mean-ass lawyers with the records & charts involved... So sometimes I gotta watch myself make a literal difference in order to have any tolerance to hear that shit at all.) Definitely welcoming your brilliance & wisdom on this angle. Thank you for these videos & the big generous (great) work! Solidarity 💖
Hi, dear Phlaurel. Witnessing "Nothing I do makes a bit of difference" here with you.
Try this.
Say, "ah kay yeah I hear your opinion..."
And stop there.
And listen. See if it heard you say that.
And look at it. Look at "Nothing I do makes a bit of difference."
Say again, "I hear your opinion."
Listen. See if it heard you say that.
Say, "I hear you."
Listen. See if it heard you say that.
Say, "I'm looking at you."
Listen. See if it heard you say that.
Notice what happens for both of you from there.
I love you, friend.